kaleidoscope eyes ,

I see you sometimes & it looks like you’ve been walked on for sometime now. When I see your eyes so sad, it makes me want to make you laugh your funny laugh. I miss you dearly all the time, but it’s forbidden to tell a soul. I think of you a lot and I wanna understand your pain. You understand me somewhat and that’s the closest anyone will know me. I wish things could have been different, no I wish we were different so there wouldn’t be anything holding us together. It’s like if your my personal unfinished business, I can never have enough. Sometimes I really hate you & never want to talk to you again. But that won’t solve anything because I can never push my self away from you & neither you to me. You know you can call me whenever and you usually do. Youknow what I know, that nothing else matters. We will always look at each other with the intensity of that first night. Your not bad honey your the best, you put up with a lot. I see it when I look at you, you’ve been played with and your lost. Just don’t forget to love what you love and laugh at your mistakes, you told me today that you thought you were crazy and you felt like you can’t let me go. how can I fix you when you don’t let me. I love you, & that really sucks.